Standing Still
February 2nd, 2006sometimes
i feel like i am
standing still
that the world
is moving and
passing me by
sometimes
i see myself
like a child
waiting to
board the
kiddy ride at
the park…
i never
jumped in…
hesitation
or fear had
overcome me
what have i
been afraid of
all this time?
why is it
so hard to
join in and
be a part of
the flow of life?
do i stand here
waiting for some
thing to happen?
here i stand
waiting, then…
just waiting
and watching
the flowers bloom
and butterflies
outside my window
perhaps wishing to
be a beautiful butterfly
free and being immersed
with its surroundings…
i guess i wish i were
a butterfly free and clear
not afraid to be one with
my own surroundings…
and here i stand
looking out the window
waiting…
watching life go by
watching
life…
© 2006 Carlos Rull




February 2nd, 2006 at 8:38 pm
Carlos,
I have that same window in which I look out from, afraid many times to be immersed in the flow of life. I stand as you stand, wishing to be as free as the creatures that roam freely, unbound by fear and hesitations. I’m working on this slowly. I open the windows and reach out my hands. I lean over and almost fall over, and I hurry back inside : )
So for now, I’ll wave to you from my window.
And watch life.
Wishing that you become the butterfly soon.
So that I may watch you from my window,
as you fly happily and freely : )
~zaya
February 3rd, 2006 at 2:06 am
thank you for your thoughts… nicely said.
perhaps, we are living in cocoons, awaiting the chance to become free… :)
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