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2006 April : In My Mind's Zen Garden ~ cultivating enlightenment thru music, technology and culture

Happy Anniversary, Baby!

Wednesday, 26th April 2006  


To the Love of my Life... Happy Anniversary!!! I Love You! 26 years... but it doesn't feel like it was that long ago! And I don't feel all that old. But here I am, having been married for so long... it's been a blessing. We went out to dinner. Our favorite Japanese restaurant. And guess what? We've known the sushi chef/owner for 26 years! So it was kind of appropriate to go there for dinner.

Windchimes...

Wednesday, 26th April 2006  


ever, so softly cascading sounds of soft metallic sensations as wind blows quietly around the corner, just on the other side of the house... windchimes one shining column, had fallen from a broken string fallen from neglect fallen from time's natural occurence these old chimes bringing back memories of time in this reverie that which is scattered like random sounds caressing my thoughts in turn through my life's memories random thoughts that flow released to the wind and my mind feels this sense of isolation imagery, of focused scenes crystal clear that float as if drifting through the soft wisp of twilight... one step above quiet, this soft breeze that shapes and stirs about the chimes in my mind... in the zen of my emptiness in the subtle movement of air i seek quietude, to become enlightened... from the random sounds of windchimes through air... and this peace i've found was never so hard to reach... as long as i stilled my mind as long as i stood still once i heard the lonely sound of chimes in the wind... Copyright 2006 Carlos Rull

the rbj community blog

Tuesday, 25th April 2006  


I've always wanted to do this! A community blog for RBJ.

sunset at solana beach

Sunday, 23rd April 2006  


P4230206The family and I drove up the coast to The Self-Realization Fellowship Temple in Encinitas. And on the way back we stopped in Solana Beach to watch the sunset. It's been overcast and raining this weekend, but things cleared up by Sunday, so we had to take advantage of what little sunshine was there... a nice ending to the weekend.

A Serene Yoga Routine

Sunday, 23rd April 2006  


Yoga 033I did an hour and twenty minutes worth of yoga this Sunday morning. Finally, I felt that sense of peace and serenity I'd been striving for all week. I'd been doing short, semi-focused yoga routines the past several days. And today I just fell into the groove. Things I've noticed:
  • I can get into the headstand effortlessly when sun salutations and poses leading up to the headstand are done with successful concentration and total relaxation.

  • And getting into the lotus pose is the same way, when my whole routine was done well.

So, afterward, I was able to meditate in lotus pose for several minutes with ease and deeper concentration. And when that sense of peace and serenity permeates your entire being, it carries well throughout the rest of the day... Om ॐ

dreary saturdays and gas prices

Saturday, 22nd April 2006  


I woke up at 9:30am today. And, I was slow to get started... by the time my wife and I headed out the door to do errands, it was already 12:30pm. When we got back it was already 4:30pm. It's been rather cold and dreary here in San Diego. So far, we've stayed in and watched some movies... "Mrs. Henderson Presents..." and "Pride & Prejudice" (again). It's one of those days where I'm typing this and looking out the window and it's already dark outside. And I'm wondering where the day had gone. At least I'm taking it easy. No gigs this weekend because I've made a decision not to perform gigs for such a low amount. Now that gas is $3.00 plus per gallon, I really can't take any work for less than what I deserve. It's ridiculous. I've been performing there for 6 years and no raise! That's terrible. So, I'm looking for better paying gigs... and not driving the car as much...

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