I consider myself a hard worker.
I mean, I REALLY have a good work ethic, and if I’m dedicated to my work, I will work long hours and treat it like it’s my passion in Life.
Unfortunately, reality sinks in and the bottom line is that there are no fruits of my labor.
I would love to make money at a passion that I love, and you could said that I am very content playing music and working on webpages, but if it’s getting to the point where I’m just not making money, I have to look for alternatives.
Anyway, I love to write and I love to work on this site. I don’t know, though… I can feel the economy taking twists and turns, making it harder to survive, both online and as a working musician. Like anybody else, I have bills to pay and food to put on the table. I have a family.
It’s days like this that I feel like some loser, and I’ve tried to get onto a greater career path, like trying to work for Google or even a local version of Google. At my age, it’s really hard to get a job. I don’t want to call out the age card but I’ve had many job interviews and no bites.
And I wish I were gigging more; it’s been incredibly slow.
Nevertheless, I am a trooper. I keep working at it, and I believe that eventually I will achieve the success I am striving for.
I have come across many setbacks in my Life, but I continue to strive onward. I have to…