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Published on May 19th, 2013 | by Randomguru

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Have I Been Going Nowhere All This Time?

I consider myself a hard worker.

I mean, I REALLY have a good work ethic, and if I’m dedicated to my work, I will work long hours and treat it like it’s my passion in Life.

Unfortunately, reality sinks in and the bottom line is that there are no fruits of my labor.

I would love to make money at a passion that I love, and you could said that I am very content playing music and working on webpages, but if it’s getting to the point where I’m just not making money, I have to look for alternatives.

Anyway, I love to write and I love to work on this site. I don’t know, though… I can feel the economy taking twists and turns, making it harder to survive, both online and as a working musician. Like anybody else, I have bills to pay and food to put on the table. I have a family.

It’s days like this that I feel like some loser, and I’ve tried to get onto a greater career path, like trying to work for Google or even a local version of Google. At my age, it’s really hard to get a job. I don’t want to call out the age card but I’ve had many job interviews and no bites.

And I wish I were gigging more; it’s been incredibly slow.

Nevertheless, I am a trooper. I keep working at it, and I believe that eventually I will achieve the success I am striving for.

I have come across many setbacks in my Life, but I continue to strive onward. I have to…

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